Sometimes all you can do is stop caring. And I think I’m finally there. I’m tired of the tears, I don’t want to remember how he made me feel, and I don’t even wanna remember how he said he loved me. I’m to this numb feeling now, and I think maybe this is what rock bottom in the emotional state feels like. You can kick me no more because I’m immune now kind of thing. I’m trying to now pick myself up, get out of the slump that is my life right now, and be my happy go lucky self. I leave in a week and I’m going back to the people I truly miss more then anything and I’ll work on myself there. I need to stand up, stop crying, and focus on the things at hand;; aka FINALS! Well I needed a vent session and there it is.
A girl on her way.
